Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Our Year.


I ain't going to lie. I cannot wait for this year to be over.

Funny how a random Tuesday night in Vernal, Utah can change your entire life. Physical address. Jobs. Schools. Sleeping habits. My feelings on gun control. Entire life - I tell you.

Never even saw it coming.

I am over the anger. The frustration. The fear. I am over the dreams lost-my dream of where and how I would raise my family. I have accepted changes that have come this year. It has taken me all year to get here.

I am Braver. Stronger. Poorer. Lonelier. Better.

2010?

Bring it.

Our changes this year could also have a little something to do with wadding knee deep in this bull crap economy. And a little something with the fact the Baums are incapable of having a plan A or B. Let's not give Beau Peterson all the credit- just 75.8% of it.

9 comments:

Melis said...

Sorry it's been so rough! Hope 2010 is better for ya! Love, Love, Love the pics....You are so creative and look incredible!!!

melinda said...

Those are the cutest Christmas cards ever! You guys look SO CUTE! Here's to 2010!

Fuentes Family said...

Who knows what 2010 is going to bring for you, huh? You never, ever know with you guys. I hope an ability to have plan A. Just for peace of minds sake. I can promise you that whatever happens, you will still be the life of the party, and Jace the hardest worker, and wherever you go you will make friends, lots of them. What good traits to have don't you think? I enjoyed this blog. Way to go.

Beth Benson said...

way cute family pics. Love it

Blossom Salon said...

Love it.

Lisa said...

Your family is beautiful and the pictures are awesome. I do love your blog, you are a natural entertainer.

Anonymous said...

Your family is so cute. Great idea for the New Years card!! Hope 2010 brings your family lots of happiness!

Angela said...

What an awesome family picture, I LOVE IT! So creative:) Here is to a better 2010! Although when I read your blog I think of how BRAVE and BOLD you are. Moving, new jobs, new house, new friends. I get in my comfort zone and have a hard time branching out. So I admire your willingness to except change. Sometimes we don't really get offered much more than that, but your additude keeps ya moving!

Taralee said...

holy wow!! those pictures are amazing. the colors, the clothes, the background...love it all.